♫ 210412 ♫

Would you feel disappointed to me_
I always talk or make nonsense things to you_
You have VERY good memory_
Especially to remember those ''bad things'' i told to u_
SORRY is useless now_
But i still nid to say it_ SORRY_
Sorry for i said you are poor_
It is a BIG hole in ur heart_
Cos other ppl included ur family never n never said it_
I am sorry_

I notice that our happy moment only can survive after school_
We can't discuss or do assessment together_
Why? Izit ur style_?
Why u can be so happy with them_?
because of they can give u what u needed_?
I AM NOT JEALOUS, please_~~~
I only feel sad_ y i can't be them_
Izit only they can do that_ on you_?
( OR is my problem? but u never tell me_)

They are the ''Seed of Happiness" to u_
I am the big STONE beside u_
Make u sad, trouble_

I need to leave some space for u to breath_
I know i need to used it_
I am trying and trying_
Maybe 1 day i'll successful_BUT when_?

The bridge between you and me is biggest and biggest_
I made it_!
I can't jump over_
I really fell ENVIOUS to the couple looks like bro n sis_
Maybe u think that i am crazy, funny, sot_
BUT u din get what i means_
I know I cant stick u 24hours_
but i nid a few moment ONLY_
Am I SELFISH_?

I always mention to myself: ... ... _
but...
I don't hv qualifications to say I LOVE U_
I just want to be with you_